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Anonymous asked: D T AND V

D.) Hardest thing I’ve ever been through?
- I hate complaining about things because I’ve met people who have been through some rough shit in life. And it makes my complaints look so stupid. I used to struggle with depression and there were some days when I wouldn’t wanna get out of bed , or even wake up the next morning. I wasn’t suicidal , I don’t have the guts to kill myself, but I didn’t want to live. I still have days like that, I guess just finding the motivation to keep going was always difficult. Especially when you feel like you have nothing. There was a time when , I go in trouble the with law, my doggie had passed away, I got dumped, lost my wallet and found out my parents were getting a divorce all in the same week, I felt like I couldn’t handle it. But again, I’ve met people who have literally lost it all and it makes my complaints seem so lame. I’m rambling. Fighting my depression without medication, has been the most difficult.

T.) Age I get mistaken for.
- depends, without makeup, 18. With makeup 25-30s haha.

V.) Last time I cried
- oh man, like a week ago? Maybe a little longer. I had a serious migraine, bad. I left work early and when I came out to my car, someone had hit my car. Nothing major but there are scratches on the side. It just bummed me out that I worked hard to get my car and someone just hit it like nothing and drove off. Plus the migraine was killing me oh! And I was hormonal, so a good cry was right.

Anonymous asked: a, l , s , z

A.) why my last relationship ended.
- so many reasons, such much drama. He lied. He lied all the time and I would catch him often. He thought I was a fucking moron, which I was because I kept taking him back, I kept letting him back in to my life. I wanted it to work out, that’s why I kept taking him back, but then I would catch him talking to other girls, he would lie, he talked so poorly about me. How I was crazy, obsessed with him, doing things I wasn’t doing, things that were untrue, etc. I was talking to someone and they were telling me how he had said all of the poor things about me, and something snapped. I called him and just exploded. I realize I couldn’t do it anymore and I didn’t even know why I had put up with it for so long. I deserved so much more. I deserved respect and love . So I didn’t look back. I’m sure he would tell a completely different story, but he will never own up to how he treated me, what he did, and all of the lies he told. I, at that time, wanted it to work, but I’m so glad it didn’t. I will never let someone treat me so poorly again. #endofvent


L.) One of my insecurities.
-Growing up I was very overweight. My weight has always been up and down. In my mind I’m still that really fat kid. My weight to this day, I struggle with. I try not to let a number control my life and I’ve gotten a lot better at it. But I still think I’m really fat. When people stare I always assume they are looking at how overweight I am. I know, that’s teally fucking stupid, but yeah.

S.) A random fact about me.
- hmmmm… I feel like I’m such a bore so I don’t have many random facts. Um! I’m allergic to silver/metal. I can only wear gold .

Z.) How are you
- I’m okay. I think I’m allergic to something in my room because as soon as I come in here, my eyes get all itchy and red and sometimes I get a headache. So right now my eyes are all itchy and I cannot figure out what it is!!!

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  • A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
  • B. FAVORITE BAND.
  • C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.
  • D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.
  • E. MY BEST FRIEND.
  • F. MY FAVOURITE MOVIE.
  • G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.
  • H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?
  • I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?
  • J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER.
  • K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.
  • L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.
  • M. VIRGIN OR NOT?
  • N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?
  • O. MY EYE COLOUR.
  • P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.
  • Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.
  • R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.
  • S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.
  • T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.
  • U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.
  • V. LAST TIME I CRIED.
  • W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.
  • X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)?
  • Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.
  • Z. HOW ARE YOU?
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baileysarian:

I’ve got your cure right here, is that what you want to hear

This picture of me sure has gotten around, I’m sorry to burst everyones bubble but my hair…… it was a wig. IM SORRY WORLD

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Anonymous asked: Heyy what is the name of that nail polish your wearing on your thumb in that pic you posted up on insta!btw that pic you were holding is veryyyyyy cute!!!

it was the sephora X nail polish, the name of it I’m not sure but its their brand new lime green shade that came out for spring. Hope that helps:/

He inspires me to be a better me and I am forever thankful for this blessing that has come into my life. Thank you. #foreverbyyourside #rideordie #creep #thankful #blessed

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